The hardest thing to know
is when to be tough with yourself and when to be gentle. One wonders if one is being too harsh on oneself when one should be kind, and one wonders if one is giving the self excuses when one should be strict. Like every fucking thing I seem to be posting on this blog now, it's a little dizzying and unsatisfying and you don't always know how to handle yourself.
All I know is the love in my heart right now. Love and affection for everything and everyone. I don't think it's just a mood, in any case - loving makes me happy and gives me strength and that can't be a bad thing. xo