For all the happiness and gratefulness that I usually feel for being alive and in this world, my lows seem lower in contrast. Tonight I feel like a list of rejected questions and a bundle of raw sensitised nerve endings. Everyone I love seems very far away right now and I hate this feeling. It is too familiar. I want to get away from myself and that is more than I think I can deal with right now.
In spite of this, though, I know I'll be okay. I have too much to be happy about :) (Like the rain, for example. And the smell of gifted scented candles :3)
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