 jessica, 18, sydney
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31 December 2011 @ 4:45 PM. Post a Comment (0)
"Alexei Alexandrovich was not a jealous man. Jealousy, in his opinion, was insulting to a wife, and a man ought to have trust in his wife. Why he ought to have trust – that is, complete assurance that his young wife would always love him – he never asked himself; but he felt no distrust, because he had trust and told himself that he had to have it. But now, though his conviction that jealousy was a shameful feeling and that one ought to have trust was not destroyed, he felt that he stood face to face with something illogical and senseless, and he did not know what to do. Alexei Alexandrovich stood face to face with life, confronting the possibility of his wife loving someone else besides him, and it was this that seemed so senseless and incomprehensible to him, because it was life itself. All his life Alexei Alexandrovich had lived and worked in spheres of service that dealt with reflections of life. And each time he had encountered life itself, he had drawn back from it. Now he experienced a feeling similar to what a man would feel who was calmly walking across a bridge over an abyss and suddenly saw that the bridge had been taken down and below him was the bottomless deep. This bottomless deep was life itself, the bridge the artificial life that Alexei Alexandrovich had lived. For the first time questions came to him about the possibility of his wife falling in love with someone, and he was horrified at them."So much philosophy in this book, it makes me heart happy hehehe 30 December 2011 @ 11:40 PM. Post a Comment (2)
I am amazed. Incredulous. Pleasantly surprised. Most of all, happy. Nothing exceptional happened today, but it is precisely the fact that it was nothing really 'out of the ordinary' - in fact, we only stayed in Hurstville - which made me see how fucking blessed I am (sorry for the expletive). Simple as that.
Tonight, I'm perfectly content. ♥   Went to Sul Ponte yesterday. Their penne boscaiola, if anyone wants to know, is delicious!! *salivates*   Hola. My name is Jessica and my body is reserved for Zayn Malik and Swoozie only kthx   Yumcha with papi like a baws. Haha check out the natural bokeh from the trees :)   Ah fuck! I love life!  Labels: BEST I EVER HAD., food, love, oct8rgy, photos, smile, thoughts @ 4:06 PM. Post a Comment (1)
Some things I want to own before 2013 rolls around;
1. Canon EOS 60D (read about it here)  2. Jeffrey Campbell Lita in Mint Suede  (Okay this is honestly all I can think of right now) Back to my reading! ^_~ xo 29 December 2011 @ 2:28 AM. Post a Comment (0)
Whoever created Instagram was a mad genius, and a kind one at that; I can't believe the app is free. "The best things in life are not things." (Which is, y'know, technically true, since the app does not exist tangibly, and all things are generally quite tangible..) Images are from older to newest.
      Sneak shot of Terryberry sleeping from the Oct8rgy sleepover; my best bubbi and I the evening before she left to Korea; Santa Jess?; icecream Kim and I devoured (she loved the cookie dough parts); I FOUND SOMEWHERE IN HURSTVILLE STATION THAT SOLD MACAROONS!?, and Sunny knew ages ago!!!??!?!?! I don't even understand this travesty; and a bathroom luvo, wherein I definitely do not feel like I should be turning 18 in a few mere months. It's 2:35 AM now, and that's already 2 posts within hours! I should be rewarded, hopefully with at least 9 straight hours of sleep and no sore bodyparts tomorrow :P. Goodnight! xo Labels: hehe, instagram, midnitepost, photos 28 December 2011 @ 10:52 PM. Post a Comment (2)
Wow, I haven't uploaded photos of food lately.. I guess I haven't been eating out? Actually, these days, things have been a blur. Things get planned last minute and I sort of just go with the flow. I dunno, it's hard to explain haha, but I do something almost every day that it's hard to mark specific events in my head.
Today, though, was a little break from tradition. Went to Rockdale Fitness First, after some months-long gym drought; ordered something I'd never tried before at 3rdRock (an unquestionably scintillating experience); watched MI4, and didn't stay for dinner afterward (strange in itself. I tend to want to spend as much time as I can with my friends); ate dinner with papa yunz instead, talked about my future and such and such and it was kind of nice. ^____^ Anyway, some sprinkling of day-to-day photos that have been taking up memory on my iBaby2; hover over images for captions :))      Tired! I think, if we're not doing anything tomorrow, I will go buy a stack of books. WAS DOWNLOADING A BIG BUNCH OF EBOOKS ONTO MY IBABY, KNOWING FULL WELL I HATE READING EBOOKS ON A TINY SCREEN LULZ. Anyway, hope you all had a great day! MWA! Luurrrve all round! P.P.S. Shoutout to Wangays my lovely darling for having been, however minutely, influenced by my existence. Because of me, he watched and liked Avatar - and got Terry to watch it too (I have Sunny on good word that he will watch it too because Dengays, Wangays and I [Jessgays] were having a mini-enthused conversation about it) AND he's also reading books. Books. Most of the boys I know don't read books so I'M VERY PROUD INDEED. WOO! LOLOLOL ♥ ♥ ♥ 26 December 2011 @ 10:20 PM. Post a Comment (2)
     The boys were joking around about pimping up Kim's Prius the night before Xmas eve, and Jamie actually turned up with some stickers so much of the afternoon was spent defiling her car :'D  As the day dwindled on and people got hungry, we began to cook. And let me tell you this, I make a kick ass pasta bake. That is all.      My very own Wallaces ♥ LOL            Terry's neighbourhood is absolutely magical at Christmas. Wangays had already spent Xmas there last (couple of) years, so he knew all about how every house strung up fantastic lights and put candles in milk cartons and lined them on the edges of the footpath and it was so beautiful. All these people were walking around and mirin the lights ^____^ Felt good to be alive!! LOL   Here is (most of) my family, on Christmas Eve 2011! Hope you all had a great one! (My actual Christmas was extraordinarily quiet, a nice change from the night before - I stayed home, ordered pizza, ate icecream and read books. #winning) Love you all! Muah! Labels: BEST I EVER HAD., hehe, oct8rgy, photos, smile, xmas 25 December 2011 @ 2:14 AM. Post a Comment (0)
I hope this post didn't get anyone down. Merry Christmas, everyone. ^____^ Labels: midnitepost, sigh, thoughts, xmas 23 December 2011 @ 9:23 PM. Post a Comment (0)
I swear, every day is an adventure.. Casual hangouts become special. This is why I love my group ♥.
Drove this morning! Sunny rang me while I was driving and my instructor thought he might have been my bf, lmao. THIS IS SO TRUE FOR QIN AS WELL. APPARENTLY SUNNY'S DATING THE ENTIRE GROUP (he's already gay with the guys anyway). Anyway, we ate at The Restaurant Sunny Can Never Pronounce (Manmaruya) and I ordered too much food but we drove around for a while and picked up Wangays and went to Oatley Park and then Sunny had the sunroof open so I sort of stood up on the passenger seat and stuck my head out the sunroof and it was so fun. SERIOUSLY EVERYONE SHOULD GO TRY IT GOGOGO except we were in Oatley Park and not a public road heheh. Also, Terry knows so many good spots! He took us to the beach (?) under Tom Ugly's bridge and we got burgers from Paul's (another famous fast-food joint wtf) and ate there and I can't believe I paid like motherfucking $15 for a burger I took legitimately under 10 bites out of lololololol (I bought 2 drinks and chips as well, so dw LOL). Fuck. I spent so much money on food today and I hardly ate half of it.. #baddaughter Anyways, photos coming up soon, I think. I hope you all have a ridiculously great Christmas! I love Christmas season, it's so heartwarming and cheesy (Kim is also set on getting 'ugly Christmas sweaters'). BRINGS THE FAMILY TOGEZZAR YA KNOW!?!!!? HAHA. ♥! |