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31 December 2010 @ 1:34 PM. Post a Comment (0)
WELL, before you guys even ever knew something was wrong, I assure you that I'm fine now HAHA. This morning I had really bad period pain (sorry boys), and it was actually worse than usual O_o because I seriously never used to just like lie in my bed and groan in pain every few seconds but I suppose that's what happened this time LOL. And in my feverish state I swear I was thinking random ass shit like "I WANT TO DIE.. OH MY GOD KILL ME" LOL. Seems like an overreaction now, but it felt like someone was twisting my insides and then very, very slowly feeding them into a black hole. @_@ (I was actually thinking of analogies for my blog when I was in pain, I started thinking about like Avatar and all this other random shit when I was rolling around in bed - [Oh, dear, I've been sweating the shit out in my bed for like the past hour or so, fuck, will I even go out tonight??? What if it starts up again?! And Alice won't want to sleep in a bed I've been bloody sweating in!] - And then, [Oh my god. Perhaps I've never consciously realised this before but each Avatar 'Book' is dedicated to a certain element.. B1 is Water/Katara, B2 is Earth/Toph, B3 is Fire/Zuko! Of course!!' Oh they were all brilliant!!! aljaailjkgagjl. Oh it buurrnnssss] and so on and so forth. As you can see I started talking/thinking like Hermione or some shit because I'd been reading so much Harry Potter lately.
But I'm quite fine now, I think. I'm not sure if it'll start up again later during the day, I'm scared it will, because it'll not only kill my fun but other's too haha :S. I have a pretty low pain tolerance and a high whinge factor, so.. But anyways. Still feeling a bit sick at the thought of what my father said this morning - "Where's your passport?? Go call mum, I'm sending you off to China." That scares me more than anything. Bloody hell. 30 December 2010 @ 6:21 PM. Post a Comment (0)
The game of Tech vs Caringbah was today, and I am a little bit sad to announce that Tech won by a point. LOL hahaha oh well congratulations to them ^^!! :). (I'm really wishing I didn't say 'We're going to win', though. Geez. Oh well. So much for bravado..) I was playing stalker again and took photos (but then again, that's expected, is it not?). Camera's out of batteries again, so photos later.
On another note, plans for NYE have finally been finalised, with Alice sleeping over - which is good, cause the tension between Father and I is nearing breaking point and the additional person ie. Alice whom he is 942304030 x fonder of (I'm quite sure he'd rather have her as a daughter) will release some of the tension. He's not very happy with me, sigh, won't go into details other than I felt genuinely bad for what happened this time. >.< I think it was with that frame of mind that I fell asleep and had the freaky-English-proposal dream.. Speaking about freaky stuff, there's a fucking huge daddy long legs spider in the bathroom. I don't even give a shit who you are but if you come and save me, I will be eternally grateful. (MOTHER, WTF RU) Much love, everyone. I hope all your New Years opens with a bang! I hope it's not too hot tomorrow, falgjiakglg! ♥ P.S. Luvo, cause I know you guys miss my face, eh? HAHAHA. Okay nah just kidding. But here's a luvo anyway.  Or, you know, three. /edit @ 9:18 PM Here, for those of you who don't already have my facebook! LOL  Such a lovely girl ^^ ;D  Astride Lincoln . . . . . . . . 's bike  Wang :) ♥  (Well, I have to upload at least ONE actual relevant photo from today, don't I? LOL) @ 6:00 PM. Post a Comment (0)
I've been having dreams lately.. Well that's nothing special, but this time they've been kind of terrifying and stuff.. And so resonating that I woke up and I was shaking all over because it was just sort of .. because it had that kind of impact on me :|.
In my dream, something - an English proposal of some sort, I think - was due to Mrs Miller, and it was already sort of late cause it was the first day of school after the summer holidays. And I don't remember why, but I hadn't brought/done mine, so I was like ..Can I please hand it in tomorrow, miss, and she literally stood up so quickly her chair fell down and started screaming. It was horrifying because she NEVER screams, and I can't describe how ashamed and just how disappointed and lowly I felt of myself. And it felt so real. It literally felt like I was seeing the future because the possibility of it happening is whatever the opposite is to slim to none.. So I was so shell-shocked in my dream I actually woke up, that's how conscious I was, and I was trembling and shaking and I actually said "It was just a dream." Oh, the relief.. But I was still terrified. =/ It was just so out of character, cause she never screams, and I think it's because of that very fact that it shocked me so much. To me though, she seemed to be a merge of Mrs Miller and Mrs Kudsi. Because Mrs Kudsi would always tell me like it was and Mrs Miller would be a lot softer, and I like both methods - Miller cause it's more pleasant but Kudsi cause she gets straight down to it. Either way, they both terrify me in that I really fear looking incompetent or simply unable since I do respect them both, quite a lot. And five minutes later I was still shaking a bit. Labels: dont mind me, dreams, omgd, thoughts, wtf 29 December 2010 @ 5:39 PM. Post a Comment (0)
Went Gym again today with Terreh, Wangayz and Lincoln. Oh and Qin and Lynn, of course. I seemed to have gotten tired more quickly this time.. Not sure why, but.. *yawns*. Lynn swam LOL, hehehe, I must do that next time..
Caringbah vs Tech football match tomorrow! I AM SO THERE!!! FALJGLAJGKALK I think we all know who's going to win! LOL. Okay, this entry is really fucking forced. I'm starting to get worried now. I'M NOT BLOGGING THE WAY I USED TO.. :( :( :( :( :( :( WHAT'S GOING ON :( 27 December 2010 @ 2:39 PM. Post a Comment (0)
My apologies for yet another temporary absence.. Along with a rather pleasant Christmas/Boxing Day, I've become obsessed with Harry Potter (the series) again and I'm watching/reading them all over. I went to watch the seventh movie in the cinemas again with Wangayz on Boxing day and it was satisfying, but I feel bad for wasting so much money on the same movie so I dont think I'll go again LOL.
Christmas was good, all my fears of people finding it boring didn't materialise; everyone had fun eating six pizzas and downing four bottles of coke and whatnot XD. People in attendance included moi, Lynn, Qin, Sandy (though she left really early..), Belle, Alice, Joan, John, Lincoln, Gavin, Jake, Jimmy and Colin; we played charades and Marco Polo and I have some pretty amusing photos of some of us trying to evade being touched LOOOOL (including one where Jimmy has his butt on the floor and his legs in the air against the wall). All in all, probably the best Xmas I've ever had as the weather was so good!! <3  Possibly the only group photo I look reasonable in.. And I'm covering Belle, too.. QQ I hope everyone had a good one too! And oh look it's Christmas in Harry Potter right now. LOL Okay, back to my movies :P Love! x 25 December 2010 @ 1:08 PM. Post a Comment (0)
 So, getting a few homies over in the afternoon to just chill out. Hopefully it'll be good! It's the people, not the place ^^ I hope you all have a lovely Christmas, regardless of whatever you're doing. Just chill out today! No homework!! (HAH Like I need to be told twice.)  And lastly, FUCK YEAH HARRY POTTER XMAS.  24 December 2010 @ 7:50 PM. Post a Comment (0)
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So it's Christmas Eve and I'm literally sitting here pining away for the Special Features CD of Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. I'm all of a sudden obsessed with all that is Harry potter right now and I 100% blame Tumblr :|.. Stupid friggen laigjljka all these fricken fan tumblrs and stuff and I followed like 20302 of them yesterday ROFLOL. Man, it's so good, so I spent half of yesterday watching Harry Potter, reading Harry Potter, watching the special features and the more I watched the more I fell in love with the story. Many times I find myself exlaiming and sobbing "SO BEUTIFOU!" (Asian accent). OH GOD SO GOOD SO GOOD SO GOOD. Actually, I prefer the special features more than the actual film sometimes.. And watching the SF's for HP was even more fucking amazing. Am so in love with it right now. Shiiiiet.
But it's 4:12 PM and it's Christmas Even and I'm kind of very upset I actually have nothing to do. Nothing. And I love Christmas spirit, so fucking depressing I have no one to fucking share it with. I actually think I might hit up Simon.. if he isn't doing anything, and since Simon is so socially friggen active he probably is .. since he lives down my street.. Can't think of anything else, LJK has family things to attend to and oh my god I'm such a loner seriously. Please guys just formspring me so I won't feel like anymore of a loner. *weeps* (I got five yesterday/today, WOOOO LOL. Makes me happy, even if half of them are sort of unpleasant ones LOL) LOOOOOOOOOOVE! EVEN TO THE PEOPLE I DISLIKE. LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE :) MAY YOU ALL HAVE A HAPPY CHRISTMAS!! ♥ 23 December 2010 @ 1:52 PM. Post a Comment (0)
Photosplash from yesterday. ♥
   ^ Most people laughed when we saw what she was wearing LOL. Reminds us of my own tragedies with my harem pants.. Sigh they were comfortable, too     ♥ @ 10:29 AM. Post a Comment (0)
Once again I'm home with the resolve to do some work today and I think I will. :) I invited Joan over to have some lunch with me, and we'll both do work.. Hopefully! Hahahaha.
I read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows again in two days, reading the second half first (to sort of purge away the excitement for the second part of the movie) and then the first half and then I realised they left out so much stuff. For example, Harry's birthday is omitted, and Ginny and Harry's kiss is NOTHING like it is in the book wtf, and Krum doesn't even attend the wedding. So many other things, too! Aie yah. Ahh well, considering the movie was already TWO HOURS AND FORTY MINUTES, it's okay LOL. Gonna attend to my rattling pot of water now. Gna chuck some - wait for it - dumplings in there 8) P.S. JOAN'S WALL HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT!!!!  HOW THE FUCK DID SHE - I DON'T EVEN - WTF - BEST WHITE BORDERS - OH EM GEE. T_T" P.P.S. I need a haircut! 22 December 2010 @ 7:01 PM. Post a Comment (0)
Okay this is way way too ridiculous. I am losing a lot of inspiration to blog now, and I DON'T KNOW WHY. I'm pretty sure it's attributed to the fact that I haven't changed the blogskin in a while, because whenever I'm sick of a blogskin I tend to blog less. I'm not sure what's up, but here it is, it ain't flowing as well as it should.
At least something happened today - hung out with Q, Lynn, Jake, Anna (finally), Colin + Jimz today! Oh and Kristy :):). William didn't come cause he has his P's test today..! OH MY GOD I HOPE HE PASSES LOLOLOL. I COULD HAVE GOTTEN MY P'S IN TWO MONTHS BUT I FAIL AT LIFE T.T" Anyways, yeah, took quite a few photos today too although they were mostly just farking around ones. :) Uploading soon (: All we did was K for what felt like ages, eat not-so-good-ramen (for me, anyway) and get bloated on food and waste money. I had like, $70 to begin with today and at the end of the day I had $30. Okay, I didn't even watch a motherfucking movie, WHAT THE FUCK DID I SPEND IT ON. I know I bought a lot of bullshit food, like, a bit of breakfast in the morning, candy (Fruit Tingles XD), a cornetto.. KFC (I know. LOL.), a drink, two bottles of water wtf wtf wtf. I don't even think I fully finished both of them.. -_______- Well.. Now I know where the fricken money went.. Whatever I'd rather be bloated during the day than at night! =( I'm all nervous about the upcoming HSC. Some people did absolutely fucking brilliantly - 90+'s, and others not so well. So I'm so undecided as to whether the HSC is as easy as it looks, but I'm just settling for working my ass off either way. I would be satisfied with any double digit number that has a 9 in the front. Best best best best motherfucking weather today, though. Holy shitdicks. LOOK AT DAT SUN SHINE! ♥ 20 December 2010 @ 7:51 PM. Post a Comment (0)
I don't like noon. There is something very satisfying and lovely about early morning, and obviously the shadows of evening. It's noon I really can't stand.. Dargh, the really bright sun shining right down my back is so unpleasant, it makes lunchtimes so hard to stand.. Which is why I always face against the sun when I sit because I don't want to tan.
But at the same time, I think midday plays an important role. Without it, I wouldn't appreciate morning or evening at all. It's the same with rain. I love when the weather goes hard out, or the opposite - just a light breeze; I can't stand when it's a little bit drizzly, or it's a little hot.. It MUST be crazy stormy or it must be perfect. Life is full of contradictions! @ 3:03 PM. Post a Comment (0)
Gym was good! I don't think any of us expected so many people to be there though, there was like, so many people our age doing the free teen gym thingo majiggo. Pretty good, even though all I did was walk/jog/run, but it actually felt good to be moving. I realised that I needed my friends there or else I would have never done more than literally walk, not even joking LOLOL.
Didn't stay there for long.. Went back to Hurstville and Q and I got sushi while the guys got their chicken. (Oh man they said chicken so many times it wasn't funny :|. DAHHH. And they don't like nandos either, what the pho) Lynn went home and John left without saying bye :( Oh well, I can live, despite what everyone else thinks HAHA. Here's a photo of them @ Grand Final ^^! SO PROUD ='D  Chillin' with Anna (for the first time in a long time) on Wednesday! I want to watch Megamind. And possibly making plans to go beach! :D. I forsee (?) a very good summer ♥ 19 December 2010 @ 8:03 PM. Post a Comment (0)
I'm blogging less now now that nothing's really happening. It's not really that I don't have anything to say, it's just whenever I do I'm not on the computer since it's usually those thoughts right before I fall asleep. Nonetheless, I'm going to the Gym tomorrow with homies Terry, John, Q and some others and I'm nervous/excited. Naturally. :|
On another note, I think everyone should congratulate their win last Thursday ;) Grand final! And they won it! And I missed it =( Oh well, hehe :). I'm sure they played spectactularly etc etc. So glad school's out. Good bye, old friends =') Will update tomorrow with great Gym Gossip HAHAHA. Love! x 17 December 2010 @ 5:20 PM. Post a Comment (0)
Joan's birthday outing was extremely enjoyable, I think. WHAT WAS NOT TO LOVE? :|. Even though the weather was a bit dodgy all day, it ended up being pretty good as the sun came out and we hung out at Darling Harbour for a while before settling down at Hurricane's ..for only an hour! LOL. Food was delish, though. ♥ Oh god. So good.
Oh, right. Before that was Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, I don't even have the words to describe. It was - oh man. It definitely did not disappoint is what I'm saying, and it was very good, although I am not going to say that my head exploded and began leaking through my ears when I was watching it because it wasn't THAT amajing etc. But it was very, very good, I'm quite pleased with it. Oh man full sobbing when Dobby delivered the lines "Such a beautiful place to be with friends. Harry Potter.." Etc.. OH MANNNNNN ; O ; !!!! Qin loves Dobby, LOL couldn't understand why no one would save him.. Ended up staying up talking til 3 AM in the morning and woke up at 9 wtf T_T. Aahh.. And then got pizza for lunch LOLOL, and when I got home I called father and then the friggen galijhlijk goes "why are you home so late" and I said oh we stayed at Joan's for lunch and HE HUNG UP ON ME EVEN BEFORE I FINISHED -___-. Honestly though that irritates me to no end that adults will ask you a question JUST to cut you off immediately when you reply. And it's not just he who does it, teachers do it too lol.. I vow never to do that when I'm older = o =. Visual pleasure time :) /Note: Half of these aren't even photoshopped! (Well, if they are, you'll almost certainly be able to tell, that's for sure.)  (Starbuck's hot chocolate is really freaking good, guys!! Sorry GJ, but it's only like three times better than yours..)      Oh god. Jizz.   Too lovely not to share! ♥     Best cake in the whole world (Strawberry Gateau from Breadtop) wherein I coerced Cecil to eat his slice at the table after I hid in his room and jumped out at him LOOOOOOL. HAHAHAHAH That was so fucking epic LOL. (Sorry)  I'm pretty sure my friends > yours. ^^ Happy birthday sweetie. You deserve it. <3 15 December 2010 @ 11:47 AM. Post a Comment (0)
WARNING : Extremely self-indulgent photospam coming up. Oh god I couldn't tell you how mou liew I was being cause it was the last day of school (for me & others hehe) So yeah, I was seriously just mucking around LOL
 Rocking the Britney Spears look yesterday. LOLOL   I was sort of imitating Lynn (the girl) here cause she always pouts :D  Omfg horrid image processing here -_-" Dargh the lighting was so bad in my room, see below:  SHO YELLOW. Buuuuuuuut yeah. /edit @ 12:31 PM A bit sad now because Lynn has just called me to go fetch Joan's present, but I have some dumplings acookin' right now and I can't eat them :(. Must get ready to get out! Aahh I can always eat them later. *weeps* GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO IS RECEIVING THEIR ATARS TOMORROW! AGILALAIGJKLIK ♥ /edit @ 2:49 PM Woops, forgot these.   @ 11:05 AM. Post a Comment (0)
OH WOW LOOKIE, I haven't blogged in three days! MAN. LOL hahahah. Nah having to pretend that I don't have internet once dad comes home is mildly painful :(. But anyways, he left early this morning and the entire time I thought he was still here so I full stayed in bed till like eleven T_T" DAH wasted precious time!
Anyways, I am just a huge ball of excitement for the upcoming days, absoruteri cannot wait for Joan's. I mean, HARRY POTTER. HURRICAINES. KARAOKE. Which Qin is literally jizzing for LOL. JOAN'S NEW HAUS. SWIMMING. WIN. I had some more fun with Lynn (the DSLR.. Last time I asked Josh whether he had read my blog and he started reciting all this stuff practically word for word [he has photographic memory.. Hate him] and I was like hey yeah you're right O_o.. LOLOLOL and then he was like "and you had fun with Lynn or something, but she wasn't in any of your photos so I assumed she was still in bed or something" and I was like ..LYNN IS THE NAME OF MY CAMERA AHAHAH and he was like Oh that makes sense. ='D hehe) and YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OH MY FUCK IT'S HOLIDAYS SORRY FOR CRAZYNESS OF THIS POST LITERALLY TYPING IT UP IN LIEK .234 SECONDS ROFL! HAVE TO GO PLAY NOW. Just chillun' at home at the moment though, saving all teh crazyness for tomorrow. LOVE! x 12 December 2010 @ 9:05 PM. Post a Comment (2)
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Music: All Yours - Taj Jackson (Y)!
John says:LOL he sounds like a fangirl ='DDD *clark got a bunch of flowers then super speed to the top of the building*cracks up* Can you imagine if a guy just started chucking pedals at a girl. XD @ 12:32 PM. Post a Comment (0)
Woke up and inserted freshly charged battery into Lynn (ahahaha). Had some fun, as you can see.
  Don't know if you guys might have noticed, but I very very rarely wear sunglasses because I look like an absolute tool in them -.-" LOL   WHAT YOU GUYS DOING THIS WEEKEND?! Can't be any worse than mine LMFAO I have no life. Yet!! (?__?") 10 December 2010 @ 6:02 PM. Post a Comment (0)
Okay ignore that ENTIRE previous post LOL, I found a way around it (don't I always?). It's just that I won't be on when my father comes home LOLOL.
God, I'm getting pins and needles just thinking about summer this year. Granted half the time it's really fricken stuffy and sweaty and I hate it, but come late afternoon and I'm literally jumping at the gorgeously fluffy clouds and the long shadows and the golden sunlight. So many things to look forward to this summer, like seeing friends again, going out, catching up on watching movies in the cinema (watched one today.. Was not very satisfying to say the least) like HARRY POTTER . . . Still haven't seen that! Life excites me. I think I need to do some work though. LOL Mmmmm. Muah! x 9 December 2010 @ 7:14 PM. Post a Comment (0)
I feel obligated to tell you guys about this, cause I might be gone for a while / never see you guys again. (Depends how angry my dad is tonight + how much room I've cleaned.)
So, pretty much the story is my father went absolutely bonkers last night as I was doing my SAC assignment and all this bullshit happened today which didn't make me feel particularly brilliant about myself to put it nicely. I'm not bothered to go into detail, I still have a room to clean. But my dad thinks he's taken internet away from me but the tard didn't even bother to hide the wires so when I went to get the phone this afternoon they were like right there sitting in front of it and I was like oh okay then let's do this. And then I managed to get internet again, against all odds, and I'm SO tempted to steal some wires out of dad's group of wires he's taken away (one of them is completely useless anyway but some genius [I'm hesitant to say my father, because of my feelings toward him at the moment, but it was probably him anyway]) put a MASSIVE massive modem wire cord thingomajiggo in the cupboard under the Buuuuuut yeah. Just a heads up so you guys won't be interrogating me as to why I'm gawn. To which I'll rap, WHEN I'M GAWN JUST CARRY AWN DON'T MAWN REJOICE EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF MY VOICE (?___? Read the ..sight of my words?) JUST KNOW THAT, I'M LOOKING DOWN ON YEW SMILIN', AND I AINT GON' FEEL THE PAIN SO BABY DON'T FEEL THE PAIN JUST SMAIILLL BACK. Okay bye. Much much much love. <3 8 December 2010 @ 6:27 PM. Post a Comment (0)
I don't remember ever being this excited for Summer. I think it's cause I've always spent Summer in China, so I had two Winters every year and no Summer :(, but it'd be okay cause I'd escape the scorching heat. Oh wait, I spent Summer last year in Australia! All the same. I really haven't looked so forward to the holidays so much before, and this is knowing that I've got to do 70% of my Major Works.
 It's true, it's true. ♥ More summer photo spam here. 7 December 2010 @ 9:25 PM. Post a Comment (0)
On an additional note, I got bitten by, oh, only A THOUSAND MOSQUITOS TODAY. Alright not that many, but there was at least there or four or something. But I guess this is nothing compared to @goodnightbeck who had counted 40+ when she went out the other night in Cronulla. HOLY FRICKEN BEJEEZUS WHAT THE HECK IS THAT HAHA. ..40+ omg.. Wtf. |: Who wants to bet that she made those statistics up. LOL
Aaahh. Well today I was standing around in the Library Lobby which is like, you know, next to some trees and crap like that and wtf when I was standing there I didn't even realise I got bitten, I just felt all itchy and shit all of a sudden. Like when I was doing my English speech the only thing I was thinking about was reaching down to scratch my foot = o =" For the first time I regret wearing my 'carpet' (Tom) / 'tea cosy' (Lorraine) shoes since they leave some of the top of my foot exposed :(, even though I WAS WEARING STOCKINGZZZZZZ. =( Curse this farken homo weather. Anyways, yeah, just thought I'd share that because it was interesting HAHAHA. Hate mosquitos they should die. So should Christmas bugs. Which brings me to anotehr point, WHAT TO CHRISTMAS BUGS DO WHEN IT'S NOT CHRISTMAS?? I imagine they're hiding in enormous friggen colonies underneath all of us and are like breaking out when Xmas rolls around. I even think that they're actually the REAL Santa's Little Helpers. See the way they efficiently break into our houses???? Friggen probably call on all their cousins to help bring in the presents :|. ROFL Okay I should get back to my SAC assignment LOL. Muchlove <3 @ 7:20 PM. Post a Comment (0)
I have completed all my exams! I have one assessment left, and that's a SAC hand-in task. I have to address whether 'Change necessarily leads to positive outcomes for the group/s in my chosen PIP topic.'
FAAAAAAAAAAAA - I was helping the Wangz with his speech today, and it made me feel pretty good about myself, like I was actually useful to someone and I could help them. Even though it's really, really little, I think I sort of needed this..! I'd been feeling so incredibly incompetent about my own abilities lately. I have a mildly distorted view, and what teh fuck I hear water running what duh pho omg aaaAAAANND the tap was on BAD ME >;( How can I tell people to conserve water when I'm not careful myself / can't practice what I preach. Anyways, yeah, helping John touch up his speech made me feel a little better about myself and I'M THANKFUL!, I don't think I'm AS hopeless as I thought I was. Aahh, so glad my exams are only for two days. I still have quite a lot of work to do though, and there's the problem with tutoring tomorrow which I just do not want to go to, a whole hour is dedicated to an Integration Topic Test which I - omg let's just not talk about it. I hate tutor, it takes up so much of my time, you won't even believe. Travelling there takes an hour. The tut is three hours. Coming back takes an hour, OH EM EFF GEE ==. Fuck I just hate it so much lol. And my dad got really mad the other night because Haowei intro'd me to a group of Private Tutors (called Tz Tutoring, you can find them on facebook if you're interested) and my dad doesn't believe in Private Tutor. He's all like, IF THE TUTOR IS SO GOOD THEY WILL COME TO HIM, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. And this just seemed so unreasonable to me because I obviously suck at learning math in a group environment and omg I really need someone who will go at my speed (ie. explaining something twenty-three times before I get it). Zz I even told him that I can try one lesson, and if I don't like it they GIVE ALL THE MONEY BACK. What the fuck and he got so damn mad -____-"" Zzz. It sounded so good, too.. Lol they're run by kids who are either in uni or finishing up, and I think that's quite good in a way since they've been through the exact same tutoring experiences that we have so they understand the downsides of it and focus just on the individual, and since they're young, it'll be more enjoyable.. =/. Ugh stupid parents. When I have kids imma definitely hear my kids out first, no matter what the topic is. (This does not include drug-taking, sex-doing, cigarette-smoking, etc etc other various forms of badassery.) I want a pastry atm. Wtf am I like pregnant or something. Craving random shit these days -_-" LOL 6 December 2010 @ 12:13 PM. Post a Comment (1)
Bumped into Simon when I was going home. He bought fish and chips, and a whole series of calamaties occurred before I even walked into the front door, and a few more afterwards.
  So damn clumsy today for some reason :|. Maths test did not go well, pretty upset/disappointed in myself. >;( Got so angry at myself last night literally had an ache in my chest, argh.. Well, let this be a lesson to me!! (I did, however, succeed [I think] in the Curve Sketching Question with only like a few minutes left. WTF, that was the one question I was expecting myself NOT to do LOL.) Fkn.. I would admit what I was doing on the internet last night but you will all JUDGE ME :(. ..Wow that doesn't sound friggen bad at all T_______T"" LOLOLOL OKAY. Time to kick Simon out and study Bio/English up :D. ♥  My hair looks like a slab of wtf. LOL ..P.S. Underwear you see outside belongs to father, not I.  |
